Saturday, September 11, 2004
8:30 PM
darling ah... darling... u r alwayz busy...
last nite is Rotaract Investiture... but I weren't there...
but u dun seem to mind my absent... and i was quite sad...
(Honestly speaking, i hope u will be there with me for every event, for every thing... and i hope the same thing goes for u... for eg, last yr JCRC rally, i hope u can pei wo... but sometimes, i juz feel that even when i m not there with u, it doesn't matter to u... for instance, during my investiture, i hope u will be there.. but for u, my absence make no difference... *sad*)
nevertheless... my sadness worsen when my accounting quiz buang... and ur indifference made me feel worst... haiz... not blaming u lah... juz wanna "su ku"...
Sat morning, i really wanna like pei ni, after ur lab take bus out of NTU to JP... juz tis small journey will do... but when u tell me tat u r meeting ur fellow maincommers at Canteen A, my heart sank and I cried...
though u subsequently pei wo for lunch, i know ur heart is not with me...
when u alight from the bus, i feel so lonely... i walked around in Northpoint but i still feel very lonely without u walking by my side...
when u tell me u were having a very bad headache, my heart ached... but i dun wanna disturb u... so i sent u my fav photo...
when u finally called me at 2 am plus, i was soooooo happy! coz i miz u soooo much and u finally call... Muackz...
waiting for you